…wait for it….yours truly.

Despite my many apologies and promises to get better, I really just suck at blogging.  I want so desperately to be good at this that when I sit down and start typing, I over think everything and get so tired of the monotonous typing and erasing routine that I just give up and decide it doesn’t matter. 

Which brings me to the one thing I want to change within the coming year.  

New Years Resolutions are infamous for failing so let’s just call this my New Year’s decision.  That way there is no question as to whether it’s going to be dropped within the next 30 days or not.

I am choosing to eliminate fear from my decision making in 2011.  I’ve known for as long as I can remember that fear controlled me, but I honestly thought it was a part of who I was and there was nothing I could do about it.  Today I have decided that what controls me is my choice. 

Although I wish I would have done a lot of things different in 2010, I can’t believe how blessed I have been by my clients, family, and friends.  

Saying that I want to be more fearless in my business, relationships and career is so much easier knowing that I have the people in my life that I do.  Espescially knowing that I get to do all of that with Ryan by my side.  As cheesy as it sounds, marrying him this summer helps ease my fears because with Ry by my side the world doesn’t seem so scary and giant leaps of faith don’t seem so far.  

If one picture could sum up how I feel about the new year, it is this one.

It is my prayer that this new year bring you joy, love, peace, hope, and freedom.  But more than each of those things I wish you trials and tribulations that cause you to reevaluate your life and the way you live.  May each word you say and each thing you do reflect who you are and who you want to be. 

Blessings to you and yours this season…

-Cait